it's 2010!! unbelievable....a day before new year i had a long talk with a very dear friend...because a few days before that i was feeling sore and sour about something...it is a good to talk things out....no matter how awful you feel... good to let out what's inside you... but we have to be careful not to sound remorseful or vengeful or else it will just go haywire... well, i realized a lot of things... i was able to see those gray areas ...those blindspots they say... however, i feel something is amiss... so on the 1st day of this year, i did something that i should have done months and months ago...i want to be clear and clean about some issues i have inside of me...last year, i dont know if i made a wrong decision...but before 2009 ended i realized that i needed to correct it... i dont know what the result will be...i dont know if it was worth a try..i just dont want to live with regrets in life..i dont want to struggle with the "what if".....so i gave it a try...i dont know how this year will turn out to be... will my dreams and desires be materialized?... will i see beautiful things ahead?... will it be full of colors and fun-loving sounds??...hmmm...i believe i am in my cross-road... i hope my feet will carry me to where i belong...to a destiny planned and created by God and not mine...cause i know He is my anchor.... i put my trust in His divine guidance and will... in Him is great joy,peace,comfort and love!!.. i wont be afraid...i just pray that i will hear His still small voice...so I could follow His lead...Amen.
