is it the end?

i feel so lousy today..and now i have a splitting headache..i want to sleep early..a few days left and it will be the new year..should i make everything new on my side as well...i have so many realizations today..ive been to a lot of awful and hurtful things this year...a thing or two keep nagging inside of me..i think i made a great mistake..like a whole piece of pie is about to slam my face...what should i do? can i still correct that blunder?...i feel like a crushed tomato...well, as the song goes, the sun will come out tomorrow...i wish i could see things clearly..